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ME ME ME Thanks to Kena for letting me post these. Beginning Journal Entries TIA RAMIREZ Could winter break be any shorter? I can't believe it's over tomorrow. But then I can't believe a lot of the things lately. Like Trent and me. If someone had told me a few weeks ago I'd be over Angel-for real this time-Now,i would have laughed. But Trent is just so incrediable. We saw each other almost everyday during winter break,and it felt so comfortable and easy. I know its a cliche, but it'd like we've known each other forever. How did this happen to me? No,I'm not even going to question it.I'm just going to hang on tight with both hands. Disneyland's got nothing on this ride. KEN MATTHEWS Could winter break be any longer?This wasnt really the point in my life when I needed,"extra-home" time to hole up in my room and think. At least Dad and I manged to mostly avoid each other.With him working in the day and me seeing Maria at night at night,we were able to dodge any real conversations bout this football scholarship.Which is good because I have no idea what i would say to him.I still can't believe he actually bribed someone to get me into Michigan.I can't belive I'm still considering going.And I can't think anymore about this tonight or I'll go nuts. I never though i'd say this but I can't wait to get back to school. EVAN PLUMMER Viva Las Vegas! All of us-Conner,Jeremy,and I-had the time of our lives. It was totally crazy. Good crazy,not fraught with drama crazy,like so much of my life has been lately.And it's all because I listened to that little voice on my head telling me to take that exit.I didn't think about it,I just went.And you know what? It wasn't that hard. Maybe thats how life is supposed to be.when you trust things will work out,they do.its when you analyze them to death that things turn into a big mess. So now the voice is at it again.and i'm going to listen to it.its important to get what you want in this life. And what i want is Jade. ELIZABETH WAKEFIELD You know,I've always had priorities. There was sxchool,then there was my family,then Conner,then school again. But lately ive been thinking about that list,and i realize somebody wasn't on it. Me. So i'm re-adjusting my priorities,and I'm putting myself at number 1. Too impossible?Too unlike the Elizabeth Wakefield we all know and love? Too bad. Conner and I are over for good,and I've done all the crying and whining about it I can stand.it's time to step outside and do something for myself for a change. And then i'll see the big picture at last. Middle entries JADE WU TOP-FIVE POSSIBLE REASONS EVAN ASKED ME TO COFFEE: 5.he likes me again 4.he's missed talking to me 3.he needs caffeine 2.it wasn't Evan-it was his evil twin! 1.HE LIKES ME AGAIN? MARIA SLATER Why am I so worried about this Michigan thing? It's not my scholarship were talking about here.And let's face it-i should be more concerned about my scholarship.I've been killing myself just to keep up with my classes.If I let my GPA drop,I can forget about the Senate Scholarship and all the time and effort it took to get it. But somehoe all I can think about is his Michigan descion.Which is rediculous because I'm not even telling him my opinion about the whole thing! (I know it sounds crazy,But I just think he needs to figure it out for himself.)Anyway,I think it's time to focus on my own problems. Just for a little while,at least. TO:mcdermott@cal.rr.com FROM:alannaf@swiftnet.com SUBJECT:Long time,no you hey stranger!Ho was your trip?I know you to be back by now,so call me or something!I want to know all about Arizona.I've never been there before-can you believe it?I'm free this weekend,BTW,so if you'd like to actually see me in person,i think i could arrange that. TO:alannaf@swiftnet.com FROM:mcdermott@cal.rr.com subject:hey sorry,buried in schoolwork this weekend.Arizona's a long boring stretch of desert.You haven't missed a thing. JESSICA WAKEFIELD Why is my life ALMOST perfect? Like right now.I'm dating an awesome guy,Tia's dating Trent and we're all going to have tons of fun together,and school is under control..but now Liz is acting wierd. I'm telling you,there's always something in my life that's totally out of whack.Like,if things at school are good,and my love life is in the toilet.And if my love life is going well,Sweet Valley has an earthquake or something. Maybe I shouldn't even try to make this Liz thing better,Maybe i'll onlu end up making something else worse. But how am I supposed to sit by and let my sister become The Hermit of the Newsroom? Just please,God,no more earthquakes. EVAN PLUMMER TOP-FIVE POSSIBLE REASONS JADE BLEW ME OFF TONIGHT: 5.she had a date. 4.she just wants to be friends 3.she was afraid of spilling coffee on her good clothes. 2.her fave tv show was on. 1.SHE HAD A DATE? JESSICA WAKEFIELD TO:trent31@cal.rr.com FROM:jess1@cal.rr.com SUBJECT:fix up hey,Trent! Liz is definitely on for tomorrow night! So grab one of your buddies-make sure he's a hottie,by the way-and let's get this party started.Oh and feel free to tell whoever you pick what we're planning here.The only one who needs to be surprised is the victim herself. -Jess PS:let me know who you come up with! TRENT MAYNOR TO:jess1@cal.rr.com FROM:trent#1@cal.rr.com SUBJECT:re:fix up Jess,I've already told a couple of potentials aroudn here and that i wasnred to set up your identical twin-and let's say the word has gotten out.Guys i've never even seen before are coming up to me in the hallway! Now my only problem is picking the best one. I'm going to see if any of these guys are willing to wash my car in exchange for the date...or maybe give me some money. just kidding!:-) -Trent Ending Journal Entries KEN MATTHEWS If you'd asked me how i felt last nignt,I'd have told you fantastic. Relieved. Totally chilled. Like i've been carrying around this giant rock for the past few weeks,and now I'm finally able to drop it. Maria was right-everything did work out in the end.Even that talk with my dad wasn't nearly as bad as it could have been. There's just one little problem to deal with.the one Dad asked me about.I mean,it's not like i haven't thought about it at all-just not as much as i probaly should have by now. Those two simple little words pretty much mean everything. NOW WHAT? Time to pick that rock right back up-and maybe just start banging my head against it. JEREMY AAMES I can't believe how great things have worked out lately.Jessica and I are totally clicking,and now here's Trent and Tia like two goopy lovebirds or something-just what i'd hoped would happen to Trent. It's almost like it's too good to be true.And you know what the best part is? It's that we all get along so great and do such great stuff together. Hey,if it were up to Jessica,we'd be doing a foursome thing every night.Anyway,this is definitely a good thing. What could be bad about it? TIA RAMIREZ Why do i have to worry about the stupiest things? Why can't i just enjoy life and walk around with my head in the clouds like most people?Well,okay,so maybe i think too much-jump to the wrong conclustions,But it seems like even someone with her head above the Stratosphere would notice the way Jessica and Trent have been acting.Call me crazy,but aren't they constanly sticking up for each other and agreeing with each other and coming up with all these little plan together?Is it just my imagination?Tell me it is. call me crazy,PLEASE! CONNER MCDERMOTT I should call Alanna,I have to call her.But maybe i can just wait until after the weekend.I need a little more time to think about everything through.Next week.I'll call her next week. ALANNA FELDMAN If i don't hear from Conner by tomorrow morning,I'm going to call him.And i won't stop calling until her gets on the phone.I'm tired of being avoided,and it's about to stop.